Where can you find happiness?
Can someone tell me e wonderful place where everyone can make you happy?
Indeed I am truly happy right now. I'm riding solo:)) Never knew being SINGLE feels so good. E feelings for someone is not there yet. Well, in love, it takes time, slow and steady. So do friendship, working cliques, etc. You don't have to rush to buy happiness. It will appear infront of you, crawling towards you. And, there you smile.
Sometimes, you can't find happiness because of certain things. You searched for long hours, up and down but still nothing makes you happy. And there you start to lay down at the corner crying. You start to think about e past and let e tears roll down e cheeks. Don't worry too much. All you need to do is to SMILE. Though you are hurt due to someone, or something, just don't bring it all up. They are no longer meant to be yours. How could you love someone who have hurt your feelings terribly and still wanting him/her back? Let them go. He doesn't belong to you anymore.
Spell this out loud and clear enough.
S-O-L-O = Happy
No more pain and just live to e fullest. Cheer up everyone! No more worries Freedom can bring you happiness.
Gfs outing on e 6th Mar:))
Here's a story that my Pri schmate have created. He's a director for this story and I'll be the main character as e girl and Adam will be e guy. Let e rolling begins!"She said that she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated pepsi and said “drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said “my name is: alone.” She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always. He asked when he wasn’t..."
So the story is gonna be
Adam as your lover
Initially you don't like him
but slowly when you fall for him,
he slips away from you
cause he has brain cancer
One day as you are celebrating your birthday
and waiting for his arrival,
he doesn't show up
You got so mad
that your friends have to calm you down
Its 11pm and he's still not here yet
38 missed calls. 124 msgs sent. No news from him
Then, someone comes in your room
He passed away this morning,
smilling,
holding a picture of you and him
and a note saying;
"I've never regret spending the last few days of my life trying to steal your heart"
When adam says he loves you, this is what you're gonna say to him:
"If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.
You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.
But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible."
Then at the funeral, as you sit beside his grave, you say this:
"I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I’m the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who won’t make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead. I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile." Touched by the story? Well, I call this story Marie Ave:))
Life is full of choices
Make sure you pick the right one
Don't listen to the voices
Hear only yours and you have won
Many people will tell you, "You need to change your looks!" Don't take to heart their views. Fabulous bods are found only in books. There is only one voice that you should listen to. It will help make the right choice that is perfect just for you. Your looks are your own. Someone will always love you. You will never be alone. Look in the mirror and you'll see who. :))
The life I seek must be fast and the speed of life makes me laugh!
Death's just around the corner for a Queer like me! Well so they say all of them Freaks.
Homophobia I really do detest. What I am is what I do best! Like if you want, Answer!
This ain't no test if you like me, "Great," then we're friends.
If you hate me don't make me get upset! I'm just a Dike whom nobody Straight likes.
Well forget you all, cause we love each other, my Baby and I!
You don't have to shake my hand, I'm not asking you to stare. If you don't like what you see, then get the Hell out of here! I am what I am, So please understand even if you don't "Who really gives a damn?"
You should have listen to what she's trying to say before you leave from e moment you step out of her life. Its too late to turn back and says you wanna cum back to her and start over a new life. Its not so easy to have her back in your life. She shouldnt be treated like a toy. She sacrificed for you just to be with you always and is this how you repay for all her kindness by vanishing into thin air. Tell me!??!
You were e one who asked to be buddies forever and now u break our promise. Are you getting away from her just because you have your precious back in ur life!??! And, yet you didnt appreciate her for all e times she was w you when ur down and dunoe what to do w those stupid confusion state in ur head. Now that ur happy w what you have now in life, you just dun bother to call her or at least leave a msg to see if she's fine. Is tis how a buddy supposed to treat each other???
She dun really need ur presence infront of her bt at least your concern towards her is more than she could expect. Bt, guess shes wronged to say that. You started to act so weird this few days.
And, without knowing that, you didnt realised that you hurt her as a buddy.
Well, let's not ramble much. Just say it to her if you really dun need her anymore in your life. Dun make her beat round the bushes and expecting false hope for friendship. You just dont deserved to be w her as ur bestest buddy. Your promise is just like a gift wrapped w nothing inside. (Just an empty box)
Whats wrong w her?
What did she do wrong to you?
She realised shes neither a guy nor a girl
No one for her now
Where can you find happiness?
Can someone tell me e wonderful place where everyone can make you happy?
Indeed I am truly happy right now. I'm riding solo:)) Never knew being SINGLE feels so good. E feelings for someone is not there yet. Well, in love, it takes time, slow and steady. So do friendship, working cliques, etc. You don't have to rush to buy happiness. It will appear infront of you, crawling towards you. And, there you smile.
Sometimes, you can't find happiness because of certain things. You searched for long hours, up and down but still nothing makes you happy. And there you start to lay down at the corner crying. You start to think about e past and let e tears roll down e cheeks. Don't worry too much. All you need to do is to SMILE. Though you are hurt due to someone, or something, just don't bring it all up. They are no longer meant to be yours. How could you love someone who have hurt your feelings terribly and still wanting him/her back? Let them go. He doesn't belong to you anymore.
Spell this out loud and clear enough.
S-O-L-O = Happy
No more pain and just live to e fullest. Cheer up everyone! No more worries Freedom can bring you happiness.
Gfs outing on e 6th Mar:))
Here's a story that my Pri schmate have created. He's a director for this story and I'll be the main character as e girl and Adam will be e guy. Let e rolling begins!"She said that she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated pepsi and said “drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said “my name is: alone.” She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always. He asked when he wasn’t..."
So the story is gonna be
Adam as your lover
Initially you don't like him
but slowly when you fall for him,
he slips away from you
cause he has brain cancer
One day as you are celebrating your birthday
and waiting for his arrival,
he doesn't show up
You got so mad
that your friends have to calm you down
Its 11pm and he's still not here yet
38 missed calls. 124 msgs sent. No news from him
Then, someone comes in your room
He passed away this morning,
smilling,
holding a picture of you and him
and a note saying;
"I've never regret spending the last few days of my life trying to steal your heart"
When adam says he loves you, this is what you're gonna say to him:
"If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.
You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.
But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible."
Then at the funeral, as you sit beside his grave, you say this:
"I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I’m the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who won’t make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead. I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile." Touched by the story? Well, I call this story Marie Ave:))
Life is full of choices
Make sure you pick the right one
Don't listen to the voices
Hear only yours and you have won
Many people will tell you, "You need to change your looks!" Don't take to heart their views. Fabulous bods are found only in books. There is only one voice that you should listen to. It will help make the right choice that is perfect just for you. Your looks are your own. Someone will always love you. You will never be alone. Look in the mirror and you'll see who. :))
The life I seek must be fast and the speed of life makes me laugh!
Death's just around the corner for a Queer like me! Well so they say all of them Freaks.
Homophobia I really do detest. What I am is what I do best! Like if you want, Answer!
This ain't no test if you like me, "Great," then we're friends.
If you hate me don't make me get upset! I'm just a Dike whom nobody Straight likes.
Well forget you all, cause we love each other, my Baby and I!
You don't have to shake my hand, I'm not asking you to stare. If you don't like what you see, then get the Hell out of here! I am what I am, So please understand even if you don't "Who really gives a damn?"
You should have listen to what she's trying to say before you leave from e moment you step out of her life. Its too late to turn back and says you wanna cum back to her and start over a new life. Its not so easy to have her back in your life. She shouldnt be treated like a toy. She sacrificed for you just to be with you always and is this how you repay for all her kindness by vanishing into thin air. Tell me!??!
You were e one who asked to be buddies forever and now u break our promise. Are you getting away from her just because you have your precious back in ur life!??! And, yet you didnt appreciate her for all e times she was w you when ur down and dunoe what to do w those stupid confusion state in ur head. Now that ur happy w what you have now in life, you just dun bother to call her or at least leave a msg to see if she's fine. Is tis how a buddy supposed to treat each other???
She dun really need ur presence infront of her bt at least your concern towards her is more than she could expect. Bt, guess shes wronged to say that. You started to act so weird this few days.
And, without knowing that, you didnt realised that you hurt her as a buddy.
Well, let's not ramble much. Just say it to her if you really dun need her anymore in your life. Dun make her beat round the bushes and expecting false hope for friendship. You just dont deserved to be w her as ur bestest buddy. Your promise is just like a gift wrapped w nothing inside. (Just an empty box)
Whats wrong w her?
What did she do wrong to you?
She realised shes neither a guy nor a girl
No one for her now
Where can you find happiness?
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